It's now Friday, and I went to see my physio on Wednesday. He was so lovely and understood about everything I'm going through; he gave me advice as well and actually made me feel positive about things that usually would make me cry HAHA! He took a look at my wrist and examined it and then told me that he actually thinks I have fractured a small bone called... scchol..asndia (I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT.. or pronounce it) and that he thinks that the last doctors might have missed something on my last X-ray. YEP GREAT. Next, he advised me to defer ALL of my assessments as it isn't fair that I get marked on what 'my body can do' which is nothing atm. 'zero marks for Christina Hobbins'
Now for the bit that keeps getting me confused. I don't know whether to laugh, cry or just get the bloody well on with it. 'Your condition means you have hyper-mobility + pain... you can't go into the industry with your wrist hurting then 3 months down the line it's your shoulder, then your ankles then your hips and so forth... you might need to think about a different career choice or taking a year out of uni to really improve your strength and management of your hyper-mobility.'
Thinking back to it, I didn't even react I just nodded and agreed and even now, writing this I'm not sure I even feel anything.. no emotion.. nothing. Maybe it is because I know I will NEVER not dance and choose a different job. But on the other hand, taking a year out and being a year behind all my friends? Well if it means in that year I can get strong as f*ck and then become an much better improved dancer than YES! I pick that option please. Hmmmm.. I still need a good think. I have an appointment with the doctor in two weeks, the one I went privately with, to hear about my blood test results. I think I will just have to wait to hear what he suggests before organising my 'TINA'S TAKE A YEAR OUT PARTY'.. lol joke.
Right I'm going to go and treat myself to some Oreo's and milk ♥
Love ChrisTINA x
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